Lol what?

ETA: omg giant threads are giant

→ My suddenly putting on one of my Korean facemasks has absolutely no correlation with Donghae saying he likes foreheads. None whatsoever.

→ Just got offered a part in this grad student's film project. I'd be one of 5 actors, one of the two girls of the cast, playing a 30-something-year-old psychiatrist. I'm meeting with him tomorrow :3

→ THIS NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME COME IN MY PANTS. JESUS. Also, something no one else seems to notice: KIND OF AN INAPPROPRIATE SONG, DONGHAE.

→ Domi (roommate) recorded audio of me squealing to that. I'm pissed, because she distorted it to make me sound like even more of a loser, and now she won't stop playing it really loud when I watch it and is trying to post it to fbook. I have no shame anymore, so I really don't care, but it's just getting on my nerves now.

→ My German roommate showed me the Seoul SJ/SNSD video before I could get to it because she stalks AllKpop. ...Something is wrong with this picture.

→ 4 MORE DAYS. JESUS, FOUR MORE DAYS 유______________유

→ tongue_tttied says: (1:20:48 AM) SIWON'S SINGING BIBLE SONGS AGAIN
Lysa says: (1:20:56 AM) LOL WHAT
tongue_tttied says: (1:21:04 AM) God, how fucking precious is he
tongue_tttied says: (1:21:09 AM) he's even singing it in CHINESE
tongue_tttied says: (1:21:17 AM) SIWON CAN PRAISE THE LORD IN 4 DIFFERENT LANGUAGES, I BET
tongue_tttied says: (1:21:29 AM) what. a. pussy.
tongue_tttied says: (1:21:32 AM)i love him.
Lysa says: (1:21:39 AM) LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

→ ETA: Siwon also has a vagina, because look, he also wears pink underwear.

Brought about by reading this rec post by meiface (yeah it's twislash, what about it?!)

Random thought I think every time someone has this kink:




( vaccinated but still ridiculously unsanitary )

Yeah, that's my overshare for the day.

:(



I'm sorry.

Dear world, believe me, I'm sorry.





HOWEVER YOU CAN'T DENY THAT HE ISN'T ATTRACTIVE. My strict policy on younger guys has a loophole: Rule Number 36: You are exempt if your name is Taylor Lautner, given by birth.


I'm sorry.

Ever want to see our frisky little Donghae get pushed onto his back on the floor and made into someone's bitch? God knows I do. While it's not Kibum (damn.), and it's not Eunhyuk, and it's pretty much not anyone you've ever fantasized about doing it to him or ever will fantasize about, I have a pretty active imagination and can easily put Kibum or, ahem, myself, in said person's place.


And if you don't have an active imagination, well, you get to see Donghae be homophobic again because I also love his total dude-ness about the whole issue.

Donghae is Not Pleased. (especially when he finds out the game continues even after his turn ♥)




The pushing starts at about 0:55, but it's worth watching the whole clip. Especially when Yesung "kisses" him and he smacks him on the head. ♥ ♥ ♥

Hey guys :) I have 98 comments from God knows how long ago to reply to, but I've read all of them and they've all made me either smile or feel better. I miss you all like crazy but life is hardass right now. It makes me sad. Anyways, moving on.

→ I can't wait to have a cute little apartment, just so I can decorate the shit out of it. Tastefully, of course.

→ I cleaned my room! It's very nice. I took a cue from readyforever and managed to muster up the strength spurred on by the reassurance that my room was at least not as bad as hers (before she cleaned it, of course). ♥ perhaps pictures, if you want.

→ the decision is coming along quite nicely and it's strongly looking towards....drumroll please....*TRANSFER!* My cousin Amy definitely helped me by telling me she went to a small college for her first year but missed the city and transfered out. Plus this can give me more opportunities to do more things. While I will admittedly miss things, and speech, and some people, change is good. I just hate giving things up and seeing things move out of my life. It's always been something with me, it makes me sad. Anywhoo, now I won't have to choose between California and Korea, or vacations or time at home. It's better this way. Plus, I might have time to pick up violin. Yaaaay.

→ Nanowrimo word count: 0 D:

→ I need money -__-;; Korea is looking farther and farther away...oh well. Whatever happens happens.

→ With the decision to transfer being the choice for right now, I'm scared that I might not connect with anyone (or not have the time to) at my new college. :( scary.

→ I don't have time to do anything anymore! Sobs. I miss having like, a LIFE.

→ My guilty pleasure show is, without a doubt, Say Yes To The Dress. I LOVE THIS SHOW. OMG. It makes me want to get married. (TCHT, YEAH, SCARY, RIGHT?) Someone keep me away from it. ....Also, I want to go on a date. Btw, I want Keisha to be my consultant. She's clearly the best. (Aside from Randy but he only comes in when necessary TT_TT)






Aaaaanyways, we'll see what happens. I miss things. Hopefully, things will work out. :)

*EDIT*: LOL.
Commercial: "Are you dying to know what's going on in the love lives of the Twilight series New Moon cast Kristen and Robert?"
Me: No.
Commercial: Now there's Twilight: Love Bites--
*piece of my soul dies*

Ugh. Permanent sad face.


I'll spare those on here who don't want to hear about me being an idiot with a cut.

( I got drunk last night. )

( I have corset pictures for those who want them! )

Now I'm really excited for our Western Party Extravaganza♥! Domi and I decided to get about 5 girls on a list, and then charge $1-$2 for a ticket to put in a raffle for the guys, and then call a few and they get to pick what girl they want to do a body shot off of hahahahah. You guys, look at what I'm turning into.


Oh God, my life.

K gtg, it's party time.

To get you excited, how about a little pre-Halloween goodie?




( Trick or Treat )


get ready for Nanowrimo, y'all.
**note: things were cut out to minimize and keep the surprise. so you may not know the whole story ;3

I am granting it.


SINCE Nanowrimo occurs in the month of November and SINCE my speech tournaments end for this semester in the first week of the month of, big surprise, November, and SINCE my HP fic is probably the most well-received batch of letters I've spat out so far, I've decided to take part in, yes, Nanomofowrimo.




So clearly, I want to drive myself to the Brink of Insanity and back again, maybe making a pit stop in the Valley of All Holy Hell on the way.


( THE RUNDOWN. )



God I must be out of my fucking mind.

this also means that HIATUS STATUS will be in full effect for me to not beat my brains out over this.
**EDIT: TABLO'S MARRIAGE IS THE CUTEST THING OF MY FUCKING LIVE I WISH MY LIFE WAS AS BEAUTIFUL AS HOW MUCH HE LOVES HER. God it makes me happy just seeing it. Yeah, just throwing that out there.